Sunday, October 23, 2005

Hmm.

I opened up Blogger to try and just, get something out of my system regarding Sky, and I got ready to type, and my brain locked up. I've got so many mixed emotions about that whole issue, about him, that I really don't know where to start that I haven't pounded into the ground a gazillion times.

I went back over his old e-mails from a few years back, those few short months we were together and all that, and it just confused me more. I reread things I'd forgotten he'd said, things that made everything even muddier than before. I went through and cut and pasted a whole bunch of stuff onto Wordperfect, and I'm going to print it out and keep it, try to figure out what's going on in my brain. Lex is probably going to yell at me for doing it, but I feel like I had to do it. At least I'm not e-mailing him... Yet...

Oh yeah, and it was my birthday on the 19th... 22 years old... Ugh...

Edit-

YAY!!!! NEW BLOG!!! It's cute. Heheh!


i'm in gryffindor!

be sorted @ nimbo.net

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
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