Thursday, September 09, 2004

Trample off, eh, he's my new brother... I'm sorry, you've been replaced...

*screams really freakin' loud* OH GOD DAMN THIS WHOLE THING!!!! I'm going to have an ulcer and die from this. I'm still on Lexi's side with this whole thing, I was actually, stupidly, entertaining the idea of forgiving him if he actually meant a heartfelt appology to Lexi, but right now, I'm so mad, I can't see straight.

I'm pissed that Lexi had to find out how she did, on a blog, that her ex (I can't even say or type his damned name right now, I'm so mad) is dating someone else. I'm pissed that he's too much of a chicken to come out and appologize, like, really appologize to her like he should and be a man. I'm pissed that he just acts like nothing happened, when EVERYONE KNOWS IT DID!!! And I'm pissed that... OH! I can't even THINK straight I'm so mad! I'm pissed that he couldn't get past his own ignorance about other people and go back to her! And I'm REALLY pissed that I didn't do this before: Chris, you're banned from my tagboard, get the HELL out of our life, we were doing fine before you came back and pretended like you wanted to make things right! You know, as do all of us, that if the going gets tough for you, you just give up and walk away, like you always have, and you don't deserve the forgiveness that you so dearly want. I hope, 50 or so years from now, when you're on your death bed, that you regret with all your heart what you've done to two of the best people that were in your life, and you still wish for the forgiveness that you don't deserve. Your soul may be saved by whatever it is you believe in, since I don't know what it is anymore, but I curse your conscience to haunt you for all your waking life.

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|11:14 AM|


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