Wednesday, February 18, 2004

vengeance(v)- Infliction of punishment in return for a wrong committed; retribution.

I don't know what it is, but something's got me pissed off royally. I'm really hyped up right now, and I just feel like I'm running around in circles, and it's pissing me off majorly. Lexi's been seeing it, and she said something about it yesterday. I don't know what's gotten to me recently, but I'm slipping back into the old me. Someone I got rid of six or seven years ago, and I swore I'd never go back there. I'm always on my last nerve, I'm close to just tweaking out and going postal on someone. I'm constantly raging about something or someone, and I can't seem to stop it. Problem is, it's starting to feel good again, to be mad, to be angry, and I don't quite know or understand why. Everything sets me off, I'm brooding more... I'm not happy, and I'm seeing it ahead of time. There are people in my life I want to rage at, rage and be violent and just all around tweak on. (No, Lex, you're not one of them.) I'm also lately just having a hard time breathing, no, not a physical problem, just that my lungs and chest and ribs all feel heavy, like it's work to force air into them. The above word seems to be the one thing that I'm feeling, and I'm feeling it towards almost everyone.

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
|3:38 PM|


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