"I love you.... In unguarded moments...."
God, I'm just sitting here crying. He still hasn't called, and I don't think he's going to, and if he does, he's just going to say that he had a moment of weakness, and things are different, he's thought about it, and it really won't work out, being so far away, and I'm sure he'll say that it's not fair to me. Right, cause this was all fair, making me believe he loved me, that he wanted to spend his life with me. I don't get it, like I said to Mina a minute ago, I thought that maybe, as a phase, I'd last a little longer than like, five days.
*shrugs* Guess I over rated myself.
I feel like crap, still, had a semi crappy day at work because someone told me the wrong dress code, so they made me wear an apron because, i don't know, purple offends them or something. And I'm sitting at a computer, doing nothing but drills and crap, to try and teach me how to do my job and everything, so what, do they think I'm going to piss the computer off and it's going to sue? Eh, don't even want to think about it.
"And I could have sworn that you were an angel
Cause you’re a sweet, sweet, sweet divine thing
But I should have known that you were the devil
Dressed like a sweet divine thing..."
~Divine Thing by The Soup Dragons
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"I love you.... In unguarded moments...."
God, I'm just sitting here crying. He still hasn't called, and I don't think he's going to, and if he does, he's just going to say that he had a moment of weakness, and things are different, he's thought about it, and it really won't work out, being so far away, and I'm sure he'll say that it's not fair to me. Right, cause this was all fair, making me believe he loved me, that he wanted to spend his life with me. I don't get it, like I said to Mina a minute ago, I thought that maybe, as a phase, I'd last a little longer than like, five days.
*shrugs* Guess I over rated myself.
I feel like crap, still, had a semi crappy day at work because someone told me the wrong dress code, so they made me wear an apron because, i don't know, purple offends them or something. And I'm sitting at a computer, doing nothing but drills and crap, to try and teach me how to do my job and everything, so what, do they think I'm going to piss the computer off and it's going to sue? Eh, don't even want to think about it.
"And I could have sworn that you were an angel
Cause you’re a sweet, sweet, sweet divine thing
But I should have known that you were the devil
Dressed like a sweet divine thing..."
~Divine Thing by The Soup Dragons