Thursday, September 25, 2003

Blarg.
I'm sitting here, on the floor of the apartment, Lexi's sitting next to me, and we're both numb. I'm just.... Well, I'm sick. I'm sick of self rightous bastards that think they know what the hell they're doing when they're screwing up not only their lives, but the lives of everyone around them. Chris, frankly, I'm GLAD I'm making you sick. It's because I'm telling you the truth, and you just don't want to hear it, because you belive God gives a shit what the fuck you're doing. Guess what? He doesn't.
No God, of any religion, would EVER have ANYTHING to do with you, because you're too wishy washy, you never stick by your promises, you never mean what you say, and then you try to justify your own stupidity and weakness by saying that some all powerful being is actually speaking to you and telling you to give up everything you hold near and dear to you. You trusted me once, it seems like forever and a day ago, but I never betrayed that trust. You betrayed me. You betrayed Lexi. You betrayed your friends and family. How is anybody supposed to believe anything you have to say when you never follow through on anything? Yeah, you're right about one thing, Chris: You're fake.
Fake in every way possible. Hell, you're even faking your own humanity.
Oh, yeah, and Chris, just because somebody's not Christian, doesn't mean they're evil. That type of thinking creates cults. But of course you'd never believe me, because you think I'm the wrong one here, you think I'm hating on you. Nope, I don't hate you. I pity you. You're the world's biggest idiot and loser, you gave up everything that God gave you because you believe what MAN has told you.
Yeah, I pity you. And you disgust me. You, above any of us, are the evil one for succumbing to your own weakness. It didn't take strength to become a coward, Chris, it never does. You are weak, that's why you gave up. Weakness isn't admirable, your cowardice will be remembered for eternity. There was no strength involved in giving up, you just gave in because your own mind convinced you that God was talking to you, when he didn't. Sorry to let you in on the memo, Chris, but God doesn't reward the weak with everlasting bliss. The strong ones, the ones that fight for what they believe in, no matter what, are the ones that win in the end.
Remember what I said before: The seventh circle of hell is reserved for people of your kind.
Betrayers.

*[[ And they lived happily ever after... ]]*
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