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*runs in and flails around* SKY'S BACK!!!! SKY'S BACK!!!! SKY'S BACK!!!! Hehe, well, we'll see what's going on, I'll do an update later on. Spent the last few days with him, just hanging out. Later!
Hmm.
I opened up Blogger to try and just, get something out of my system regarding Sky, and I got ready to type, and my brain locked up. I've got so many mixed emotions about that whole issue, about him, that I really don't know where to start that I haven't pounded into the ground a gazillion times.
I went back over his old e-mails from a few years back, those few short months we were together and all that, and it just confused me more. I reread things I'd forgotten he'd said, things that made everything even muddier than before. I went through and cut and pasted a whole bunch of stuff onto Wordperfect, and I'm going to print it out and keep it, try to figure out what's going on in my brain. Lex is probably going to yell at me for doing it, but I feel like I had to do it. At least I'm not e-mailing him... Yet...
Oh yeah, and it was my birthday on the 19th... 22 years old... Ugh...
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YAY!!!! NEW BLOG!!! It's cute. Heheh!
be sorted @ nimbo.net
I'm so proud of her... Well, one of the many I put up on my Deviantart gallery. Had a stroke of genius with her, and a few others. Other than that, what else has been going on...
Went to a horse training seminar today, got the next half tomorrow, already promising to be awesome. Not much else going on at the moment, other than that...
"YOU! YOU RUINED MY LIFE!!!"
Hmm... What to talk about...
Well, as normal, the reason I've been spurred to posting on this thing is because of bad things. Again. I'm kinda getting tired of it. And of course, this is directed mostly at Ashby, like always.
Ashby, I tried to give you a chance before, a few months ago, you remember that? Do you remember what you said to me after disappearing suddenly? You came back and said that this whole sitch was "in the past, where it was going to stay". Again, from out of no where, you betrayed me. Again. After you were so sure that you wanted to try and work things out, and you made all the promises that you wouldn't freak out again. Then, for no specific reason, you just tweaked and left, to leave me with the broken pieces of my trust. I'd told you that if you freaked out, I couldn't trust you ever again.
So, there I was, trying to stop cursing myself for being stupid enough to trust you again, trying to heal myself again, and here you come, tearing me down and harrassing me, when I've told you to leave me alone, I've asked nicely, I've ordered you to, and yet you still tormented me. I don't understand, if you're supposed to be practicing this good Christian stuff, why you can't just respect somebody's wishes to be left alone when you've burned your bridges with them and broken their trust several times. And I don't want you to lash out and say that you're trying, that you're sorry, and that you're done appologizing, because you've done it once or twice. If I had a quarter for every time you've appologized and said that you meant it, and that you were going to try and earn my trust back, I'd be rich.
I know you're going to freak out with your whole pride stuff, and say that you're done appologizing and whatever, and get all mean and mad again, but if you're going to do that, please, do it on your own blog, since I don't read it at all anymore. I'm tired of the personal attacks being made on me because all I want is to try and get some peace of mind and try and work through all of the grief you've caused me and Lexi. And as for your friends, if they're all the good Christians they claim to be, they shouldn't be vengeful and come after me, making personal stupid ass remarks like calling themselves by my name on my own tag and saying that I'm a lesbian and shit like that. I know that was your sister, and I know your mother would be horrifed at her behavior, as you should be, as well. I'm tired of being attacked for just wanting to have some peace, I'm tired of fighting with you and that whole issue, I've turned the other cheek one too many times and got slapped for it, and I won't do it again. As far as I'm concerned, I've been following the Christian values that you say you're trying to pursue, and you've been the one to turn around and keep on attacking me when I've been nothing but non confrontational with you and just asking you to leave me alone.
This report has been created especially for you. It represents your Unique picture at the time you were born and at the place you were born. If you are unsure of the exact time of day of your birth (or the date or the place), the reading will probably not seem as accurate as it could be in certain places, but other parts will seem to be very appropriate. You will notice at certain places in the reading that contradictory information seems to be given. This is to be expected, because the personality of most people is extremely complex. For example, at times we are quite shy and at other times we are very aggressive, and so forth. You will also notice that, at certain points in the reading, certain patterns may be repeated over and over, especially in a longer more detailed report than this one. This is also to be expected. This simply means that your horoscope has an extremely strong focus on this particular pattern and that you should pay extra close attention to what is said about it. Now, on with your Report!
Name: Astrolabe Customer
October 19 1983
8:33 PM Time Zone is PDT
Concord, CA
Rising Sign is in 09 Degrees Gemini: Extremely active by nature, you like to get around, meet people and do different things. Very restless, you just can't seem to stay put. You need to be involved in several projects at once in order to keep your mind stimulated. You like to read books and to write letters and to talk -- constantly. Seemingly ageless, you will always appear to be much younger than you really are. Very adaptable and inquisitive, you are always open to new ideas and experiences. A "jack-of-all-trades", you are lively and versatile. Because of the high nervous tension that you always seem to have, athletic activity would be a good way for you to burn off energy. But be careful of a tendency to experience things only superficially -- try to dig in and absorb things at a deeper level.
Sun is in 26 Degrees Libra: Very sociable, you enjoy being with others and definitely prefer not be alone. Warm and affectionate, you go out of your way to make others like you. You despise ugliness, for you being surrounded by beauty and harmony is a necessity of life. You prefer fine clothing, an attractive home and pleasant surroundings wherever you are. Your refined tastes apply to music and to art as well. At times, you are very indecisive you waver and falter when forced to make a choice because you have the ability to see both sides of any question. The positive part of this is that you are very fair-minded and can be trusted to settle disputes. Your greatest challenge is to take any one- on-one encounter and make the most of it.
Moon is in 05 Degrees Aries: High-spirited and courageous, you are a fighter when your emotions are aroused. The degree of force and drive that you can bring to any effort sometimes surprises others. You have hair-trigger reactions to specific stimuli and tend to "let it all hang out." You sometimes act before you think and do things on the spur of the moment, and that sometimes gets you into trouble. Your moods change quickly -- you have quite a temper, but you don't hold grudges. Very independent, with an extremely strong and forceful personality, you are known for being impulsive, careless, reckless, foolhardy, rash and daring.
Mercury is in 18 Degrees Libra: You are known for not jumping to conclusions about things. You tend to weigh all possible choices very carefully before making a decision. When in the slightest amount of doubt, you will compromise rather than ruffle any feathers. You are a true raconteur of culture and taste -- your ideas and opinions are neat, elegant and refined. A born diplomat, you dislike discord so much that you will go out of your way to make others feel comfortable and at ease. You speak softly and pleasantly.
Venus is in 10 Degrees Virgo: You express your love and affection through selfless service to people or causes. You have a tendency to underestimate yourself and doubt your self-worth. This is very demeaning and should be avoided -- learn to love yourself as well as you do others. Your standards of perfection are very high -- you are attracted to relationships based on duty and responsibility. You are supercritical of yourself and others and, at times, prefer to be alone rather than deal with any imperfections in yourself or in those with whom you might relate.
Mars is in 12 Degrees Virgo: Very careful and systematic, you pay great attention to details. You are always seeking perfection and sometimes get bogged down searching for the ultimate when adequacy would have been sufficient. You dislike abstractions, preferring whatever is practical, useful and demonstrable. You have a strong and enduring sense of personal responsibility, and you demand that others be as responsible and upright as you are. Very critical of yourself and others, sometimes you carry this too far and become overly intolerant of others and their right to choose their own lifestyles.
Jupiter is in 10 Degrees Sagittarius: You have a very strong sense of ethics and morality. You are widely read and may also be widely traveled because you are sincerely interested in expanding your knowledge of the world about you. At times, you have an annoying tendency to be self-righteous and preachy about your belief system. You are usually quite idealistic and you demand the right to be able to explore the entire world of experiences yourself. Remember to grant others the similar right -- be tolerant, not dogmatic.
Saturn is in 05 Degrees Scorpio: You tend to release emotional energies only very reluctantly. This is partly due to your fear of what horrible calamity might occur should they be released -- your emotions are terribly complicated and intense. Try not to repress these energies entirely, however, or you will succumb to negative and destructive forms of compulsive behavior. Give yourself the freedom to look awkward or silly once in a while. The relief you feel will be quite therapeutic and the embarrassment (whether it is real or imagined) will pass quickly.
Uranus is in 06 Degrees Sagittarius: You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.
Neptune is in 26 Degrees Sagittarius: You, and your entire generation, are heavily involved in investigating and idealizing foreign and exotic intellectual systems and religious philosophies. The most extreme ideals will be pursued with gusto. You will be at the forefront of humanitarian attempts to improve the lot of those who are in need of assistance. You will be comfortable with the concept of the "global village."
Pluto is in 29 Degrees Libra: For your entire generation, this is a time of radical changes in society's attitude toward marriage and interpersonal relationships. There is a general fear and awe at the power inherent in making emotional or contractual commitments -- they will not be entered into lightly.
N. Node is in 17 Degrees Gemini: You will consciously seek out many different contacts with others throughout your life. Many of these will be of very short duration, not necessarily because you're fickle, but just because you always seem to be more excited by the prospect of meeting someone new rather than prolonging your present relationships. At any rate, you will learn something new from almost everyone you come across -- intellectual stimulation is what you crave from others. You will be well known to neighbors and relatives, partly due to your curiosity about what they're doing -- you delight in keeping up-to-date about the latest news (and gossip).
5
A Life Path 5 person is usually very versatile, adventurous, and progressive. With a 5 life path, you are one of those people who is always striving to find answers to the many questions that life poses. You want to be totally unrestrained, as this is the sign of freedom and independence. You abhor routine and boring work, and you are not very good at staying with everyday tasks that must be finished on time. You are, however, a good communicator, and you know how to motivate people around you, perhaps inclining you to be a teacher of some sort. A love of adventure may dominate your life. This may take the form of mental or physical manifestation, but in either case, you thrill to the chance for exploration and blazing new trails. You are apt to be multi-talented, but just as likely to suffer from some lack of direction, and there is often some confusion surrounding your ambition.
On the average, the number 5 personality is rather happy-go-lucky; living for today, and not worrying too much about tomorrow. It is important for you to mix with people of a like mind, and try to avoid those that are too serious and demanding. It is also important for you to find a job that provides thought-provoking tasks rather than routine and redundant responsibilities. You do best dealing with people, but the important thing is that you have the freedom to express yourself at all times. You have an innate ability to think through complex matters and analyze them quickly, but then be off to something new.
In the most negative application or use of the 5 energies, you could become very irresponsible in tasks and decisions concerning your home and business life. The total pursuit of sensation and adventure can result in your becoming self-indulgent and totally unaware of the feelings of those around you. In the worse case situations negative 5's are very undependable and self-serving.
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Bring Dumbledore back to life!!!!
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*runs in and flails around* SKY'S BACK!!!! SKY'S BACK!!!! SKY'S BACK!!!! Hehe, well, we'll see what's going on, I'll do an update later on. Spent the last few days with him, just hanging out. Later!
Hmm.
I opened up Blogger to try and just, get something out of my system regarding Sky, and I got ready to type, and my brain locked up. I've got so many mixed emotions about that whole issue, about him, that I really don't know where to start that I haven't pounded into the ground a gazillion times.
I went back over his old e-mails from a few years back, those few short months we were together and all that, and it just confused me more. I reread things I'd forgotten he'd said, things that made everything even muddier than before. I went through and cut and pasted a whole bunch of stuff onto Wordperfect, and I'm going to print it out and keep it, try to figure out what's going on in my brain. Lex is probably going to yell at me for doing it, but I feel like I had to do it. At least I'm not e-mailing him... Yet...
Oh yeah, and it was my birthday on the 19th... 22 years old... Ugh...
Edit-
YAY!!!! NEW BLOG!!! It's cute. Heheh!
be sorted @ nimbo.net
I'm so proud of her... Well, one of the many I put up on my Deviantart gallery. Had a stroke of genius with her, and a few others. Other than that, what else has been going on...
Went to a horse training seminar today, got the next half tomorrow, already promising to be awesome. Not much else going on at the moment, other than that...
"YOU! YOU RUINED MY LIFE!!!"
Hmm... What to talk about...
Well, as normal, the reason I've been spurred to posting on this thing is because of bad things. Again. I'm kinda getting tired of it. And of course, this is directed mostly at Ashby, like always.
Ashby, I tried to give you a chance before, a few months ago, you remember that? Do you remember what you said to me after disappearing suddenly? You came back and said that this whole sitch was "in the past, where it was going to stay". Again, from out of no where, you betrayed me. Again. After you were so sure that you wanted to try and work things out, and you made all the promises that you wouldn't freak out again. Then, for no specific reason, you just tweaked and left, to leave me with the broken pieces of my trust. I'd told you that if you freaked out, I couldn't trust you ever again.
So, there I was, trying to stop cursing myself for being stupid enough to trust you again, trying to heal myself again, and here you come, tearing me down and harrassing me, when I've told you to leave me alone, I've asked nicely, I've ordered you to, and yet you still tormented me. I don't understand, if you're supposed to be practicing this good Christian stuff, why you can't just respect somebody's wishes to be left alone when you've burned your bridges with them and broken their trust several times. And I don't want you to lash out and say that you're trying, that you're sorry, and that you're done appologizing, because you've done it once or twice. If I had a quarter for every time you've appologized and said that you meant it, and that you were going to try and earn my trust back, I'd be rich.
I know you're going to freak out with your whole pride stuff, and say that you're done appologizing and whatever, and get all mean and mad again, but if you're going to do that, please, do it on your own blog, since I don't read it at all anymore. I'm tired of the personal attacks being made on me because all I want is to try and get some peace of mind and try and work through all of the grief you've caused me and Lexi. And as for your friends, if they're all the good Christians they claim to be, they shouldn't be vengeful and come after me, making personal stupid ass remarks like calling themselves by my name on my own tag and saying that I'm a lesbian and shit like that. I know that was your sister, and I know your mother would be horrifed at her behavior, as you should be, as well. I'm tired of being attacked for just wanting to have some peace, I'm tired of fighting with you and that whole issue, I've turned the other cheek one too many times and got slapped for it, and I won't do it again. As far as I'm concerned, I've been following the Christian values that you say you're trying to pursue, and you've been the one to turn around and keep on attacking me when I've been nothing but non confrontational with you and just asking you to leave me alone.
This report has been created especially for you. It represents your Unique picture at the time you were born and at the place you were born. If you are unsure of the exact time of day of your birth (or the date or the place), the reading will probably not seem as accurate as it could be in certain places, but other parts will seem to be very appropriate. You will notice at certain places in the reading that contradictory information seems to be given. This is to be expected, because the personality of most people is extremely complex. For example, at times we are quite shy and at other times we are very aggressive, and so forth. You will also notice that, at certain points in the reading, certain patterns may be repeated over and over, especially in a longer more detailed report than this one. This is also to be expected. This simply means that your horoscope has an extremely strong focus on this particular pattern and that you should pay extra close attention to what is said about it. Now, on with your Report!
Name: Astrolabe Customer
October 19 1983
8:33 PM Time Zone is PDT
Concord, CA
Rising Sign is in 09 Degrees Gemini: Extremely active by nature, you like to get around, meet people and do different things. Very restless, you just can't seem to stay put. You need to be involved in several projects at once in order to keep your mind stimulated. You like to read books and to write letters and to talk -- constantly. Seemingly ageless, you will always appear to be much younger than you really are. Very adaptable and inquisitive, you are always open to new ideas and experiences. A "jack-of-all-trades", you are lively and versatile. Because of the high nervous tension that you always seem to have, athletic activity would be a good way for you to burn off energy. But be careful of a tendency to experience things only superficially -- try to dig in and absorb things at a deeper level.
Sun is in 26 Degrees Libra: Very sociable, you enjoy being with others and definitely prefer not be alone. Warm and affectionate, you go out of your way to make others like you. You despise ugliness, for you being surrounded by beauty and harmony is a necessity of life. You prefer fine clothing, an attractive home and pleasant surroundings wherever you are. Your refined tastes apply to music and to art as well. At times, you are very indecisive you waver and falter when forced to make a choice because you have the ability to see both sides of any question. The positive part of this is that you are very fair-minded and can be trusted to settle disputes. Your greatest challenge is to take any one- on-one encounter and make the most of it.
Moon is in 05 Degrees Aries: High-spirited and courageous, you are a fighter when your emotions are aroused. The degree of force and drive that you can bring to any effort sometimes surprises others. You have hair-trigger reactions to specific stimuli and tend to "let it all hang out." You sometimes act before you think and do things on the spur of the moment, and that sometimes gets you into trouble. Your moods change quickly -- you have quite a temper, but you don't hold grudges. Very independent, with an extremely strong and forceful personality, you are known for being impulsive, careless, reckless, foolhardy, rash and daring.
Mercury is in 18 Degrees Libra: You are known for not jumping to conclusions about things. You tend to weigh all possible choices very carefully before making a decision. When in the slightest amount of doubt, you will compromise rather than ruffle any feathers. You are a true raconteur of culture and taste -- your ideas and opinions are neat, elegant and refined. A born diplomat, you dislike discord so much that you will go out of your way to make others feel comfortable and at ease. You speak softly and pleasantly.
Venus is in 10 Degrees Virgo: You express your love and affection through selfless service to people or causes. You have a tendency to underestimate yourself and doubt your self-worth. This is very demeaning and should be avoided -- learn to love yourself as well as you do others. Your standards of perfection are very high -- you are attracted to relationships based on duty and responsibility. You are supercritical of yourself and others and, at times, prefer to be alone rather than deal with any imperfections in yourself or in those with whom you might relate.
Mars is in 12 Degrees Virgo: Very careful and systematic, you pay great attention to details. You are always seeking perfection and sometimes get bogged down searching for the ultimate when adequacy would have been sufficient. You dislike abstractions, preferring whatever is practical, useful and demonstrable. You have a strong and enduring sense of personal responsibility, and you demand that others be as responsible and upright as you are. Very critical of yourself and others, sometimes you carry this too far and become overly intolerant of others and their right to choose their own lifestyles.
Jupiter is in 10 Degrees Sagittarius: You have a very strong sense of ethics and morality. You are widely read and may also be widely traveled because you are sincerely interested in expanding your knowledge of the world about you. At times, you have an annoying tendency to be self-righteous and preachy about your belief system. You are usually quite idealistic and you demand the right to be able to explore the entire world of experiences yourself. Remember to grant others the similar right -- be tolerant, not dogmatic.
Saturn is in 05 Degrees Scorpio: You tend to release emotional energies only very reluctantly. This is partly due to your fear of what horrible calamity might occur should they be released -- your emotions are terribly complicated and intense. Try not to repress these energies entirely, however, or you will succumb to negative and destructive forms of compulsive behavior. Give yourself the freedom to look awkward or silly once in a while. The relief you feel will be quite therapeutic and the embarrassment (whether it is real or imagined) will pass quickly.
Uranus is in 06 Degrees Sagittarius: You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.
Neptune is in 26 Degrees Sagittarius: You, and your entire generation, are heavily involved in investigating and idealizing foreign and exotic intellectual systems and religious philosophies. The most extreme ideals will be pursued with gusto. You will be at the forefront of humanitarian attempts to improve the lot of those who are in need of assistance. You will be comfortable with the concept of the "global village."
Pluto is in 29 Degrees Libra: For your entire generation, this is a time of radical changes in society's attitude toward marriage and interpersonal relationships. There is a general fear and awe at the power inherent in making emotional or contractual commitments -- they will not be entered into lightly.
N. Node is in 17 Degrees Gemini: You will consciously seek out many different contacts with others throughout your life. Many of these will be of very short duration, not necessarily because you're fickle, but just because you always seem to be more excited by the prospect of meeting someone new rather than prolonging your present relationships. At any rate, you will learn something new from almost everyone you come across -- intellectual stimulation is what you crave from others. You will be well known to neighbors and relatives, partly due to your curiosity about what they're doing -- you delight in keeping up-to-date about the latest news (and gossip).
5
A Life Path 5 person is usually very versatile, adventurous, and progressive. With a 5 life path, you are one of those people who is always striving to find answers to the many questions that life poses. You want to be totally unrestrained, as this is the sign of freedom and independence. You abhor routine and boring work, and you are not very good at staying with everyday tasks that must be finished on time. You are, however, a good communicator, and you know how to motivate people around you, perhaps inclining you to be a teacher of some sort. A love of adventure may dominate your life. This may take the form of mental or physical manifestation, but in either case, you thrill to the chance for exploration and blazing new trails. You are apt to be multi-talented, but just as likely to suffer from some lack of direction, and there is often some confusion surrounding your ambition.
On the average, the number 5 personality is rather happy-go-lucky; living for today, and not worrying too much about tomorrow. It is important for you to mix with people of a like mind, and try to avoid those that are too serious and demanding. It is also important for you to find a job that provides thought-provoking tasks rather than routine and redundant responsibilities. You do best dealing with people, but the important thing is that you have the freedom to express yourself at all times. You have an innate ability to think through complex matters and analyze them quickly, but then be off to something new.
In the most negative application or use of the 5 energies, you could become very irresponsible in tasks and decisions concerning your home and business life. The total pursuit of sensation and adventure can result in your becoming self-indulgent and totally unaware of the feelings of those around you. In the worse case situations negative 5's are very undependable and self-serving.